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 August 2006



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  Rita Catinella Orrell

poems
 
    I try to write poems that are accessible to those who normally do not consider themselves fans of poetry. I enjoy playing with different types of form but I am not against the idea of free verse— it depends on which way I want to approach it. Anything can be the seed for a new poem. I find inspiration on my walk home, sitting in a park, playing with my dog.  The biggest challenge is finding time to actually sit down and develop my ideas. I tend to write the most when I travel as I find my senses are most alert when I am out of my element. I think the poet’s job is not only to be aware of the subtle details of the world around us, but also to figure out why those details are significant, and find the right way to share that moment with others.
 




Visiting Hour

It’s in the room again,
mimicking the sound
of my crumpling comforter.
I want to face it but
I’m stuck to my bed
in a diazepam slumber.
 
It whispers warm, tongueless
words near my ear.
I try to shout for help
but this thief of free-will
has my voice locked
in my throat.
I float to the ceiling,
a kite on an invisible string.
As a door slams shut,
I am alone again.
I feel the cool pillow
beneath my head.



 




Making up
        a cinquain

Held tight
inside me you
make up for forgetting
my birthday with every warm push
and pull.
 


 





The Holiday Cinquain Collection

I
 
No Presence

How sweet
of you to dump
me right before Christmas.
I can hock your golf clubs for some
new shoes.
 

II

Precaution

Let’s kiss
before the clock
strikes twelve. Nostradamus
might have been right about more than
Hitler.
 
 
III

Resolutions

I must
be born again,
bake the perfect peach pie,
and learn Japanese before the
world ends.
 


 





Advice to Sleeping Beauty

So a spell has created a glitch,
that forbids the whole kingdom to stitch;
they've burnt every spindle,
and bought you a thimble;
all this trouble for one little prick.


Advice to Little Red Riding Hood

When you head out today, little one,
let's defy the rumors you are dumb;
please be a bit wiser
than a wolf's appetizer,
and bring grandma home her shotgun.



Advice to the Little Mermaid

Well, that prince you saved is a real dish
and the sea-witch has granted your wish,
but before losing your tail
to that two legged male,
first make sure that he likes to eat fish.


 





Avoiding the Anniversary

That day three primary colors
replaced black                        
                                    I preferred black,
and I sat deep behind my
monitor and pretended
it was normal
to get a good-bye email
from my nervous cousin
                                    in case something happened on the subways
and attend a massive
memorial against my will.
 
Blind from all the dusty ghosts
floating in my eyes,
I used the tension
as sonar to make my way home.
Locked away,
I waited in silence
for the day to finally end
and a soft crying                         
                                    or was it laughing?
stole through my window,
its source disguised
by the echoing courtyard.


 





Voice Male

As I open my door, the blinking light
has seen I've arrived and quickens its pace,
and I freeze as if I'm in the wrong place.
Drawn by the secrets of that silent eye,
I contemplate, by the open fridge light,
whose powers of persuasion bloat my waist,
how to avoid it, not even one taste.
I know I must hear it to sleep tonight.
 
I try to ignore you, play hard to get,
tend to dying plants and underpaid bills,
but you know I'm only acting the part.
I pause for a moment, my hands are wet
as I pull my chair to the window sill
and firmly push you back into my heart.


 





Getting Ahead of Myself Again

I'll be some place like a morning meeting
where I should at least feign attention,
when I'll start drafting our wedding party
and deciding if it will look cumbersome
to hyphenate my name.
 
To check how we are coming along,
I'll count back two years
from an imagined marriage date
to our long anticipated engagement,
then back another year
to our decision to cohabitate,
made a practical amount of time
after our exchange
of those three little words,
which I hope to hear
around eight months from last night,
when, for the first time,
he suggested our future together
was sturdy enough to endure
until the safe return of his
cherished director's cut of
Blade Runner.
 
 



 

 

 

 
    Rita Catinella Orrell was born and raised in Queens, New York. She earned a B.A. in English/Communications from Hofstra University in 1995 and graduated in 2003 from Queens College with an M.A. in Creative Writing. The thesis from her M.A. program was the genesis for her first chapbook of poetry, Stuck in the Dream Wheel, which was selected as a semi-finalist in the 2005 New Women’s Voices Chapbook Competition held by Finishing Line Press.
         Orrell has worked as a design editor and writer in New York City since 1995. She is currently an Associate Editor at Architectural Record, the nation’s leading architecture and design magazine. She recently moved to South Orange, New Jersey with her husband Stewart and their dog Rooby. She is currently working on her second book of poems, a collection of works inspired by the Seychelles, a country made up of a chain of islands in the Indian Ocean.
 
Stuck in the Dream Wheel is currently available at www.finishinglinepress.com and www.amazon.com 
 
 
Visiting Hour and The Holiday Cinquain Collection were first published in Stuck in the Dream Wheel. Making up was first published in Touched by Eros.
 
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